A Goodbye Note
i want to cry, but i couldn’t. My roommates will definitely ask me why and i don’t what to tell them.
i want to scream, but i can’t. I’ll disturb everyone from their peaceful dreams.
and the only thing I could do is to write what I feel…
goodbye!!!
i’ve prepared myself for this day but sometimes preparations can’t assure you that you won’t get hurt. I know i’m not perfect as you are, but somewhere between those walls that divides us, I fell in love with you… I knew that wasn’t a nice move, but by the time I realized what I was getting myself into, it was too late. I can’t stop my emotions anymore. I was stupid to believe that you’ll even notice me and that’s what hurts me the most, because I made myself believe that maybe I’ll be a part of your goodbyes and thank yous…but I wasn’t…and it really hurts. I was stupid, yes i am, but from now on, you won’t be interrupting my mind and you won’t hurt me anymore.
goodbye!!! but my heart still longs for you…i want to see you for the last time, even for a short while…
my head aches…my heart breaks… i need to sleep…how i wish by the time i wake up tomorrow, i won’t feel this pain anymore…
