I received a message from a familiar number. Every single neuron in my brain tells me it’s from him. I can’t be wrong. I couldn’t have mistaken it for somebody else. The same text format, words that pierce right through my heart…I knew it was him. It is him. But then foolishness and stupidity got the better of me: I asked him who he was. How lame! He told me he was somebody else. Did he honestly think he could fool me? I knew him far better than he gives me credit for. I know I shouldn’t have asked him who he was, or better yet replied to his message ‘cause I know exactly what would happen. He’d send me messages telling me he’s still into me, making me feel as if he was Bruno Mars who’d catch a grenade for me and I’m the girl who just said Nothing, just as The Script’s song. I’ve received messages like those before…But how come it still crushed my heart? In the middle of the laughter my friends and I shared, he voice suddenly echoed in my head. Oh no! Not good! I shouldn’t be bothered by him anymore, shouldn’t be give him any attention…shouldn’t have felt any guilt rush inside of me…shouldn’t feel any concern for him. Our story has ended. No more pages to be written for him…
I was still earth shaken when someone tapped my back. I saw him approaching, but wasn’t expecting him to talk to me. I was still lost thinking about the other guy when I turned to him and then he asked me if we would still have classes. I tried to gather myself to answer him. I did said something but maybe not good enough. Then he walked away. Good! At least I wouldn't feel more uncomfortable. There’s always that something in him that makes me like him and yet feel so conscious.
They both caught me off guard...same day and just a split second after the other. How come it always have to be this way? The other guy will always have to remind me of the other.I know its my fault. I shouldn't have fallen for them. I shouldn't have been stupid enough to fall for them.
I can't believe were already in our 3rd year in college and I'm still in the accountancy program!
First day of school always start with an opening program, well, its more of a welcome back old students and hello freshies. For the freshmen, it a really busy day. But for us, its bonding time! Since our teachers aren't really excited to meet us, most of my first day was spent hanging with my friends. Its a day to catch up for the summer vacation.Its a day for fun! We had lunch together, and would have watched a movie, if it weren't for time constraints. While we were waiting for classes to begin(we're actually expecting our teacher won't show up, we ate and ate and laughed and laughed.
Only one teacher showed up to meet us. He's our teacher for our last class of the day. We didn't discuss much. We just passed our form 5s, he introduced himself to us and he gave us the references well be needing for the class.
The day won't complete without having something cold to eat to make up for the VERY HOT weather. Finally, I was able to taste Hershey's Kisses Ice cream. Thanks to my roomies, Nadin and Donna.
That's it!
One Down...Many more days to go!:)
I've been busy doing and cramming for weeks now. But I am not alone. Good thing, I am with 2 hardworking people in a group. It made things a little better.
The reason for this cramming, and perhaps, why I'm writing this note is the DATABASE that we are designing as a part of a course requirement. I had slept late for this project, been absent in some of classes and didn't take my other subjects seriously. I know I'm no expert in this database thing. That's why I need all the help that I can get. Supposedly, I am a part of a group of 4. However, it seems like only 3 are working on this project. Where the on earth is this Ms. Who-doesn't-care-at-all?
Where is she? Well, perhaps she is somewhere there, resting while her other group mates is freaking out. Or maybe, she is still on a session. Gosh. She doesn't even care to ask us whether we are doing well in this damn f***ing database. Nor did she ever bother to say sorry or even tell us that she won't be helping us. Actually, in the long-run, we learned not to depend, count or expect her to arrive at our meeting place.
I don't care if she's looking forward to shifting to another course. I believe, she deserves that. Why? Because she doesn't take her studies seriously. In fact, most of the time, she is ABSENT. Oh well, lucky her, because some teachers decided not to drop her from their class. Where she is most of the time? Oh, that soo simple. She is back in her hometown. She is actually some sort of a politician there.
I just have this grudge for her. She is my friend. But I'm not that good to understand her all the time. She just really pissed me off. Doesn't she have the initiative to ask us about our project?Or simply, to formally excuse herself from the hardwork? How can she be a good leader if she can't even be a good member a follower? How can she serve better if she doesn't have the full understanding of what priority means?
I swear, I'm giving her a low score on peer evaluation!She didn't worked as much as the 3 of us in this project.
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I know what I wrote above was not good. You might consider it backstabbing. Well, it's fine with me. I just have to write down my thoughts. I'm not Ms. Forgive-and-forget-it-all. I can really be mean if you pissed me off!
I haven't updated this blog for almost a month...but I have spared time today to update this blog..so miss writing my thoughts:)Here's what been happening to me last February...
UNDER EXAM PRESSURE. I had so many exams and I have to study to pass all of it. Luckily, I past almost all. And tomorrow I will have the results of my BA99.2 3rd long exam. Hopefully I can pass it (I really have to pass!!!).
VALENTINE'S DAY. I may be single but I have friends to go on a date with. I had soo much fun with them. We ate at Max's Restaurant. Then we watched Bulong. It may sound like a simple celebration. But it isn't for me. Oh, me, Donna, and Nadz also prepared some VDay stuffs to our classmates. I made some on my computer but when it was time to print it, Donna's printer had a problem. So I was left with only one choice:to write everything on a piece of paper. By the way, I received a heart necklace from Nadz. So love my friends.
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| Nadin, Donna and Me |
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| The RETROSCI at MAx's |
ECON CONVENTION. It was nice. I did learn somethings. But I enjoyed it because I feel like we were children again. Who would have thought that at our age, we would be still enjoying P.A.N.T.S. and Vitay? Haha. Also, I realized how lucky I am to be a part of RETROSCI(the best block ever!) We gave our best to support Sharm during the Iskonomics Pageant. She didn't won the said contest, but she will always be winner for us. Oh, the gay host is so irritating, by the way. I hate how bias he is and how he degrades and insults the other contestants.
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| Shane gave the SNIDDES J girls rings |
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| Iskonomics Pageant Candidates |
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| This was supposed to be what Sharmane would wear for the designer's gown portion. But those stupid designers didn't allow her to wear it. Perhaps, they're afraid that the people will say that this gown is more beautiful than their dasigns. |
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| The RetroSci. |
DATABASE. What really kept me busy was this damn f***ing database. We were not taught well. Plus the I have a group mate who is so irritating. She really pissed me off. Also, we have to make a paper and a report.
COMPLETE FAMILY. Yippee!!! After more than 2 years, my dad's finally home, just in time for my mother's birthday. I just miss him being around. This time, he will be staying until May. We'll have time to catch up with each other:)
So that's it! See you soon:)
P.S.
All the photos doesn't belong to me. It was taken my friend, Nadin. She really has this love for taking pictures. And I'm happy she had. Because we always have something to remind us of our college days:)
Just finished watching A Little Thing Called Love. This is the first time I watched a Thai movie, but I must say that I really enjoyed it.
The movie was about Nam and Shone having feelings for each other but had kept their feelings for so long. I must say that the storyline is not new to my ears. I have heard stories of Mr. Oh-so-handsome-and-perfect falling in love with an ugly duckling turned swan and here comes bestfriend-turned-rival-making-me-promise-not-to-steal-his-girl-away. But in each of those I've heard, the end will never be the same. Often, it's a happy ending but it's always in a different way. This time, the movie ended not the way I expected it and I was really disappointed because I was in the verge of crying again when suddenly the film's credits started to roll.
The movie had a mix of comedy, drama, and of course, romance. I love the 2 main characters. Nam is so pretty and really have a good set of teeth. Shone, oh gosh! He's simply too cute and admirable that I already stopped wondering why my schoolmates now have crushes on him. Though the story was kinda familiar, I was really touched and moved by the scenes that it sent me crying and laughing at the same time at some part of the movie. I really laughed my heart out with some part of the movie, especially Teacher In's scenes. I also loved Nam and her friends friendship.
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| This was the scene where Shone told Nam about the squid's story. |
My favorite part? It was the day when Nam admitted her love for Shone and that same night when Shone opened that notebook (which contained too many picture of Nam with cute and romantic captions on it) and reminisced the past.
Coincidentally, me, Donna and Nadin have similar bears. They're all so small, have ribbons and they just look similar. Aww. They're so cute:)
I wasn't an avid reader back in high school. My first attempt of ever finishing a novel was a disaster. That book was Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. Even though I love the Harry Potter series, that time, I wasn't getting a grip on what's happening in the story. So I have to reread it many times to understand it and ended up giving up. I love reading. That's all. I love to read my lessons and even the stories in my younger brother's book that I was always the one to first open his books instead of him. ha-ha! There was this book in our library that was a compilation of Shakespeare's works. It was really nice that every time I have a time, I would read it over again, even if I was supposed to study for quiz bees and stuffs. So I said that sometime, I will read Shakespeare's other works.
When I was in first year college, a friend of mine, Nadin, encouraged me to read books. At first I was hesistant, but eventually agreed. She let me borrow her Twilight novel(I know I'm a late Twilight fanatic) and it started everything. FYI, I finished reading it in just one day(even if I still got to do a lot of stuff). Since then I've been borrowing some of her books. I read when I have time and even if I have study for an exam.
This is the book that I am currently reading. It is about two women who used to be bestfriends back in high school until a secret tore them apart.
This is the last two books of the Twilight Saga. Eclipse was the first book I ever bought and it went with me to Boracay and even experienced typhoon Ondoy. haha. Plus it had been borrowed by some of my friends. No wonder it looks overused. I bought Breaking Dawn as a Christmas present for myself.
I so love Danielle Steel. By the way, Dating Game was a gift I received from my friend Donna when we had an exchange gifts.
These are some of the books that I own. But I'm planning to buy many books in the future.
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